La Vita e Bella

I am writing to say I am sorry for ignoring you.

Yeah… sometimes I can feel that you want to talk to me

But I keep on postponing – I’m just too busy, you know that…

And now it’s late at night. I’m too tired to share things with you.

You’ll always understand, right?

So I made another promise, ok, tomorrow morning!

And I do try to talk to you in the morning

But from day to day, I can only manage to tell you the same repetition of words

I guess you can see that I do that just because it’s the thing that I do in the morning

Or simply because I don’t want to bear that guilty feeling - since I’ve made you the promise

I do remember you…

But I guess you knew that if I don’t face any difficulties, I won’t remember you that much

I do say thank you for all the things that you give me…

But I guess you knew that it’s not from the heart

And sometimes I realise that I am using you

I am using you to have all my wishes fulfilled

And I know you know that…

But you still there, calling me ‘a friend’…

Giving me a beautiful life

Providing me with everything I need

…

I really don’t know what to say.

Just as I am, full of regrets

I wrote you this letter.

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