La Vita e Bella

Got home at 9.30,  i was working with my essay all day until i got kicked out of the library cuz its going to close. It was tiring but fulfilling. I don’t know, this time i really enjoy working on my essay. Maybe because i feel more secure, i know where i’m going. Totally different feeling i have if im working with my research paper design. I feel like there are so many path to go about it and i have to continuously making decision on which way to go, together with the pressure of having to make the right decision since we all dont have the time luxury that will allow us to make mistakes…..haaiyaaah…. feels like having a tour back to last year, when i have to make many decisions in such a short time, not to mention many other things that i have to do. Especially lately with Noira, the coming new batch who always been in contact with me, asking this and that. Really reminds me of myself. To go back to Manado after the briefing or not, to buy laptop in Indonesia or later in NL, to include my guling in to my already-overweight baggage or not, to go out with friends goodbying with them or just stay home with mum and dad, so many things!

Now I feel the same way all over again: a lot of decisions to make, limited time, full of uncertainty! What a good combination… Well, trying to put Dory’s lens of ‘just keep swimming’ again, the simple ‘philosophy’ that kept me going last year. Trying to regain my passion in what Kara named as schizophrenic weather of Netherlands. After all, I guess Cates is right… these things are what makes life interesting. You dont know what you’ll get. Better to have surprises than live a monotonous life ryt? (trying to convince myself for saying "yes").

And look at the bright side… i have Kukuti!!!

Kukuti Kukuti Kukuti!!!!

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