La Vita e Bella

Got a mix of feelings this evening.

I was feeling sleepy an hour ago, was trying to sleep, but a bit of sun rays still hanging outside my window (though its 11pm already!), and it made me: 1. unable to sleep, 2. feel guilty for trying to sleep (i feel like i should sleep when i’m really sleepy, when it’s unbearable anymore, just like most of my sleep-deprived friends in ISS), 3. can’t stop my mind from wandering around.

Then i feel a bit sad, remember Echel my other dog that was being poisoned - she was hanging there for weeks, maybe waiting for me to let her go. And i did. That’s why a week ago when i heard that she finally went to meet her mom Jessica, it wasnt that heavy. But sometimes this feeling of sadness come again…

Then i feel a bit scared, huh…. will have two exams this week, have to deal with Freek’s type of questions that i dont like, and TD’s questions that are always too philosphycal for me. I feel like im not as prepared as i was compared to last term.

Then strangely this light feeling comes when i saw a news about France on the web, with Zizou’ slight bright smile… I remember when they won against Brazil in ‘98, i was watching the match with my siz and got so excited.

Then i feel sleepy again. Ok, time to sleep.

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