La Vita e Bella

Today Gondelstraat is having the welcome party for the new batch. I realized that it wasn’t fun at all, compared to what we had last year (see my post on September 12, 2005 - titled ‘Three Nights in a Row: Party’).

This year, instead of playing games, dancing, and get to know each other, the new batch are ‘welcomed’ by rules and regulations about how to keep the kitchen clean etc etc. Feel so sorry for those new people. My gosh - i agree with Kristian that they are adults… supposedly, they know what to do without the old batch (fiance’s) telling them what to do. I wonder if it is a human nature that we - unconciously - are feeling threatened when there are new people coming into our territory. And that’s why to make sure our territory is kept safe, then we make rules, we make regulations.

Oh well… 

I dont know. Ah i should stop these kinds of thoughts. I feel like lately, i easily feel unsatisfied about something. It’s like having an unidentified anger into an unidentified object. It’s like losing out the peace within you. The reason why i chose to join the yoga class yesterday at the ISS. It was provided by one organization for free, and there they didnt just teach us the movement but also some philosophy, which is very nice. It made me feel calm. Unfortunately it’s only at that short moment… Now im struggling again to find peace within me. Trying hard to have a conversation with my soul, trying hard to hear its voice which i have been neglecting because i’m so busy with the things that i have to do.

Maybe i should give it a try now. I’m going to pray.

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